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Sun Jul 4, 2010 12:16:01 pm
and on the other side was a sobbing woman, who was glad I answered the door. She was my sister's friend and she had been lost for over an hour, and she was embarrased and worried because her phone got stolen. On her miniature odysee somebody who said he could help her started groping her. The emotional torrent I was being faced with was rather daunting.
and in the back of my head I wondered if something romantic could happen as I calm her down and help her out, give her water tell her everything is okay, and a few moments later when I realized just what that thought meant in that situation. The exploitation of the situation, the lack of empathy, and the selfishness, I sickened myself. I was looking at using another human because of my shortcomings, ugh, what a horrible impulse. What a horrible feeling. To do some good but still have a bitter taste in your mouth.
Sun Jul 4, 2010 1:09:41 pm
So you didn't grope her?
Sun Jul 4, 2010 1:51:41 pm
I never get into this situation because I never answer the door when I'm not expecting a visitor.
Sun Jul 4, 2010 2:01:55 pm
Sun Jul 4, 2010 2:55:08 pm
I don't think it would be entirely wrong to seduce her, but it would be wrong to request a blowjob in exchange for helping her.
Sun Jul 4, 2010 3:27:06 pm
re: comment#4
I don't think it would be entirely wrong to seduce her, but it would be wrong to request a blowjob in exchange for helping her.
I snorted.Sun Jul 4, 2010 3:27:14 pm
Sun Jul 4, 2010 3:27:53 pm
re: comment#2
I never get into this situation because I never answer the door when I'm not expecting a visitor.
That's because you don't have enough time to hide the evidence if they come unexpectedly.Sun Jul 4, 2010 3:35:16 pm
agrees with: comment#7
That's because you don't have enough time to hide the evidence if they come unexpectedly.
Sun Jul 4, 2010 7:34:21 pm
I don't worry about being a bad person. It was just a feeling I needed to express.
In the end the thought was predatory, and that is why I didn't like it. Also, I think highlighe potential I had to do something I wold consider wrong was a little sobering.
Sun Jul 4, 2010 7:45:57 pm
This.
The white-knight scenario is an extremely common male fantasy, it's culturally rooted to associate a damsel in distress with a romantic interlude. It's not until it becomes expected and you act upon it that you're a dick.
