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Fri Jul 30, 2010 10:18:08 am
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re: re: CANCER SERVIERFri Jul 23, 2010 8:15:49 am
o.k all of u out there that are reading. in my last blog mabe i did not make my self clare.
i had cancer when i was 18yr i did all the trements and even had a serge, i am curied from it but as u know this is cancer we are talking about,there is still no real cure for it. so as i say my doctor told me i may not live past 5yr or if i do it may come back. because i was so young to have colon cancer.
now i am 26yr, and i have live past the 5yr and there is still no sign of it thanks be to god.
i do a follow up ever year and a blood test, just to be on the save side. i am not on any medication now and my blood cells are looking good.
some one my say i am a idiot for what ever reason, but i say i am not i just do not want to live my life in fare or in dout. i know i am one bless child, because god did not give up on me. having had to go through this it was not easy, i was just a teen living life enjoying school, looking to have a boyfriend, doing my cxc and just doing what any other teen was doing at that time. but as the summer was over my fun was too when i go for my normal cheak up at the doctor. at first i did not understand what my doctor was saying i only know he say you are too young, and he just continu to repeat it. then he ask me to step out of the office so he could talk to my mother. after he finsh talk to my mother i went back in thr room and then he told me i had cancer i still did not know what he was saying to me , but i just know it was something bad because my mother was crying. then they explent more and i just still could not get it because the word cancer alone kill all the nerves in my body. any way going in and out of the hospital for more result, the doctor disited that i have to stay in the hospital for 9mt because this is leve 3 cancer and they have to do serge a.s.a.p.
i did the serge the kemo and raditorope and at one point my family could not see me because my doctour say they or breaking me down and my immune systim is week and i am losing too much blood.
this is it for today too much memoirs, talk to u guys soon. so love life for all that it is wort and appreciate the people around you and do not forget to tell them how much you love, and care for them because you do not know what may or may not happen to you in life. and always remmber GOD is and always will be there for use no matter what so give him a chance all so in your life.
love you all and thanks for reading.
1, my best friend tel me he like me and want to be in a relationship with me, but that is not the problem, the problem is he do not know anything about my colostomy bag, he is a realy nice guy but i just can not go in a relationship with him, this would just kill our friendship.
2, i went to a restarant with my friends and order a salad i eat and did enjoy it but as i reach back to work i stared to have dyareai and u know it is not coming from my bothom but my side, i was soooooooooooo shock but i pull it together and got clean up in the bathroom, take a tablet and when back to work like nothing happen.
3. my father is sick they say he has gald stone but if it is not bad he can past it out in is stole.
4. i faild one of my exam.
so u see alot being going on in my life, but do not worry i am still going on with my plan aug 1. so be good and let god be the center of your life.
Fri Jul 30, 2010 2:47:12 pm
Fri Jul 30, 2010 2:48:27 pm
Tell him about the colostomy before discussing the possibility of a relationship. It's not an impossible thing to accept. Some people even have a scat fetish and would be aroused by it.
Fri Jul 30, 2010 3:22:26 pm
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4) lotaya, Sat Jul 31, 2010 5:59:06 am
looool, did i make your day.
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6) lotaya, Sat Jul 31, 2010 6:01:30 am
re: comment#2
Tell him about the colostomy before discussing the possibility of a relationship. It's not an impossible thing to accept. Some people even have a scat fetish and would be aroused by it.
o.k i will but what if he do not accept, don't you think it would change our friendship.no image
7) lotaya, Sat Jul 31, 2010 6:03:21 am
i will try, but tel me what would u do if u were in is position.
Sat Jul 31, 2010 2:28:44 pm
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o.k i will but what if he do not accept, don't you think it would change our friendship.
Telling him that you like him could change the friendship. Telling him about the colostomy definitely should not unless there is something very wrong with him psychologically. A normal person would not stop being your friend just because of the colostomy.no image
11) lotaya, Fri Apr 8, 2011 10:25:53 am
i did tel him and it last for 2mount and then he say he can not deal with it. so we r no longer together.
