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Sat Jul 31, 2010 6:32:47 am
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re: re: re: CANCER SERVIERFri Jul 30, 2010 10:18:08 am
hi my readers i am sorry i did not blog in the last days, it is because i have alot of exams that i realy need to past. any way these past day a lot been happen to me.
1, my best friend tel me he like me and want to be in a relationship with me, but that is not the problem, the problem is he do not know anything about my colostomy bag, he is a realy nice guy but i just can not go in a relationship with him, this would just kill our friendship.
2, i went to a restarant with my friends and order a salad i eat and did enjoy it but as i reach back to work i stared to have dyareai and u know it is not coming from my bothom but my side, i was soooooooooooo shock but i pull it together and got clean up in the bathroom, take a tablet and when back to work like nothing happen.
3. my father is sick they say he has gald stone but if it is not bad he can past it out in is stole.
4. i faild one of my exam.
so u see alot being going on in my life, but do not worry i am still going on with my plan aug 1. so be good and let god be the center of your life.
anyway i cry and cry all night just because i do not know what to do with my life, i look on all my friends they got child, husban, wife, and a relationship. and all of them have a reson to work and live. but me i am only living for me and me alone, that should be a good thing i sopose but i just do not want to live alone. i need some inspiration, i need a reason to go on, i am out here just working and working for my self. what the use to have all this money if i do not have any one to share it with and do not tel me i have my family, i know i have them but they all have some one else other than me.
when i go home i only see them and my friends but no one have any time for me, the frist two weeks or good but for the other six weeks i am on my own. no one to go out with or to just have some fun with. but any way i thank god that at lease i have them in my life because with out them i am like emptey room.
so as i all ways say make god the head of your life because with him we have hope. he will never faill, and he will always be there no matter what.
Sat Jul 31, 2010 2:30:19 pm
Why is it so bad to live for yourself?
Sat Jul 31, 2010 3:09:15 pm
You have to wait another 10 years for the pool.
Sat Jul 31, 2010 3:26:38 pm
Rejecting God's gifts is very bad. He might not give you the pool because of this.
Sun Aug 1, 2010 2:16:01 am
How much money are we talking here?
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5) lotaya, Tue Aug 3, 2010 10:13:17 am
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Why is it so bad to live for yourself?
because it is no fun to life live just for you, you need to chare it with some one, it do not matter the amount of money or things you got with out some one to enjoy it with it just do not make sance. no image
6) lotaya, Tue Aug 3, 2010 10:18:13 am
looooool, you are something, next time be more specifec if you say you need a pool guy that u will get but if u say u need a guy how own a pool then u will get the pool.
